Tuesday, March 17, 2009


I've been asked to have a bible study prepared for tomorrow night's youth... I've been beating myself up trying to think of something to talk to those kids about; nothing. I usually ask my wife what she thinks, but she's sound asleep. While I was beating my brains, two people came to mind; both come from seperate groups within the small entity... Weird much? Yeah, it is.

Whenever I'm asked to talk in front of these kids there are always a few of them that pop in my head. I went to reach out to these individuals, but can't. There are sometimes various reasons why I can't and will not explain why, just for the sake of not explaining why.

I want to help these kids out bad, but can't seem to find a way in... I guess that's been my struggle for these past months. I rack my brains over and over each wednesday night and end up with the same outcome.

I know I'll go to sleep as soon as a turn this darn laptop off. I just need to sleep on it. I'll come up with something. If I don't, He does.

That's what's going on in my mind grapes currently; Read it, love it, hate it. You choose.

Monday, March 16, 2009


In all seriousness...

I don't know. There is nothing serious that I need to say on this blog. I just figured that it'd be cool to say something. I guess that would be writing this blog for the sake of writing. Thus, making me a WANNABE...

This weekend went considerably well. I didn't have to work on saturday and I really just hung (and did yard work with Omar) out until I had to get to 3:00 o'clock practice at the church; it's really good to be back. Really good to be back up there. I really feel like I need to be up there; what I was called to do, you know? I guess someone of you do know, but there aren't very many people who read this. In fact, probably just one person; my wife. I love her.. :)

I don't really think anything big is going on this week except for a Leeland concert in Chino.

I guess that's all I really need to say.