Glub Jamins (sp?)

I don't know if I spelled that correctly or what they are in that matter. I heard it said in Flight of the Conchords. I also don't know what made what to name this blog that. I guess its because there's a staff Christmas breakfast tomorrow at work and a list was put up on the fridge and I wanted to write glub jamins... :)

The End is Nigh

I think I had too many chicken dumplings... I have really bad gas and a stomach ache.

The End is Nigh.

Meh, I should rename this blog. I named it this because I really got into The Watchmen.

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New

Funny how fast things change; from a matter of seconds, to a matter of years. According to dictionary.com, change is, "the passing from one place, state, form, or phase to another." Kind of like seasons, you know? Change. I guess the changing of seasons isn't that big of a deal in California as it is in the east. It seems to always be sunny in California, at least in southern california.

So slow to commit

We spent the hour and a half of wednesday night at the Coffee Bean. It was pretty laid back and its been some time since we last hung out with the youth group like that... I mean a long time. Like Diedrich's, when there were Diedrich's around.. Remember that? I do.

I'm really tired. I should be asleep; except I'm staying up because my work shirts are in the dryer and I don't want them to be wrinkled.

I have nothing better to say.

Turmoil

This past weekend was different; weird really. I found out on saturday that the hardest person I have time with is... me. Throughout the entire night I struggle, fought, and wrestled with myself... Then I turned my anger and frustration towards God and decided to take Him on. I bet you can guess what happened next? Smackdown...

Inner turmoil...

Preach

I've been asked to have a bible study prepared for tomorrow night's youth... I've been beating myself up trying to think of something to talk to those kids about; nothing. I usually ask my wife what she thinks, but she's sound asleep. While I was beating my brains, two people came to mind; both come from seperate groups within the small entity... Weird much? Yeah, it is.

Whenever I'm asked to talk in front of these kids there are always a few of them that pop in my head. I went to reach out to these individuals, but can't. There are sometimes various reasons why I can't and will not explain why, just for the sake of not explaining why.

I want to help these kids out bad, but can't seem to find a way in... I guess that's been my struggle for these past months. I rack my brains over and over each wednesday night and end up with the same outcome.

I know I'll go to sleep as soon as a turn this darn laptop off. I just need to sleep on it. I'll come up with something. If I don't, He does.

That's what's going on in my mind grapes currently; Read it, love it, hate it. You choose.

-ism

In all seriousness...

I don't know. There is nothing serious that I need to say on this blog. I just figured that it'd be cool to say something. I guess that would be writing this blog for the sake of writing. Thus, making me a WANNABE...

This weekend went considerably well. I didn't have to work on saturday and I really just hung (and did yard work with Omar) out until I had to get to 3:00 o'clock practice at the church; it's really good to be back. Really good to be back up there. I really feel like I need to be up there; what I was called to do, you know? I guess someone of you do know, but there aren't very many people who read this. In fact, probably just one person; my wife. I love her.. :)

I don't really think anything big is going on this week except for a Leeland concert in Chino.

I guess that's all I really need to say.

Math is a really great thing...

Not! Math is really annoying.

9:48 p.m.

Laying in bed; sound of the fan, me typing, sound asleep wife, and Wayne's World. Nothing better then laying in bed after a good Sunday.

I got the AAA job as a sales clerk. I'm still shocked. I can believeable... I haven't got past the fact that I got the freakin' job. I guess I'll only really be able to take it all in the first full week I get in. I started, officially, this past friday. I get my feet wet on Tuesday and will only really get in a full week, a week from tomorrow. Get it? I don't.

This weekend has been pretty good. Not a lot happened; got back to Wal-Mart to return some button-up shirts and pants that didn't really fit all that well.

Adventurous? No. Exciting? Absolutely!

10:15

I start work at AAA tomorrow. Don't know what to expect, I'm sure it'll be a lot of showing me around, meeting new people. I know that the first part of the morning will be me filling paperwork out. Then the second part I'll finish off at Tustin. I'll truly understand what rush hour is... I don't look forward to that.

Trust

"Trust in the LORD with all
your heart
And do not lean on your
own understanding.
In all your ways
acknowledge Him,
And He will make your paths straight."

Proverbs 3:5,6

I find this very difficult, all the time. This and a few other things, is the most difficult thing for me to do, hands down. Trust. A five letter word, so easy to say; yet so hard to follow through with. Now, its sometimes easy to trust a human because they are there, standing in front of you, but to trust in God, obviously completely different.

Sunday Afternoon

Bored. It's 3:43 P.M. I can't stand being this bored. I don't think I've ever been able to stand boredom. I tend to do stupid things when I'm bored.

Sitting in living room watchingThe Mummy Returns. I'd be really interested in watching it if there wasn't so much glare.

Wife is sleeping. Headache; there might be some relief when she wakes up. I'm tired myself, but I don't want to take a nap. I'd rather wait for night to fall so that I can get a full night's rest. This weekend, like last weekend, was a really lazy one.

We had Brian, Jen, and Katie over last night. Dinner was really good--homemade pizza (I don't know if that's proper grammer). Lauren made it, along with some homemade french bread. We ended the night with Man on Fire (previous post). Went to sunday school this morning and then came home to prepare for people to come over for lunch. Sat around and didn't do a whole lot, but was glad to have company over. Now there isn't anybody except for us. I think thats what's making me tired and bored. Bored because there isn't anything to do; tired because I'm bored.

Still waiting on AAA to call back with something. I last spoke with someone on Thursday. I got an, "Uh Oh." That didn't please me.

Quis custodiet ipsos custodes.

I just recently finish reading The Watchmen. It's the best graphic I've ever read. Haha, listen to me, I'm such a geek.

I had some things I needed to say on this thing, but I'm watching Man on Fire and it's almost 11 P.M. I've lost my train of thought. I don't think it even matters.

Yaahh.

At work. Not a lot to do; typical Friday. It's 9:40 a.m and I sit here in the computer room; waiting, waiting for something new to happen. New isn't always the case here. If it is, its usually got some consequences... Change is needed. What kind of change? I don't know. I'm sure there's someone who does know.

I applied for AAA the week before Christmas break. I applied and went in for an interview rather quickly. I head back in a week and was told that I was the leading candidate for the cashier postion at the Tustin Branch. Its ridiculous how fast all of this is going. Kind of weird how its all falling into place. I guess not weird, perhaps just right. I've been praying that this is where I'm being asked to be.

"You're no daisy! You're no daisy at all. Poor soul, you were just too high strung."
-Holliday

Who watches me?

I guess you do now. This is the first post of the year and on here.