So slow to commit

We spent the hour and a half of wednesday night at the Coffee Bean. It was pretty laid back and its been some time since we last hung out with the youth group like that... I mean a long time. Like Diedrich's, when there were Diedrich's around.. Remember that? I do.

I'm really tired. I should be asleep; except I'm staying up because my work shirts are in the dryer and I don't want them to be wrinkled.

I have nothing better to say.

Turmoil

This past weekend was different; weird really. I found out on saturday that the hardest person I have time with is... me. Throughout the entire night I struggle, fought, and wrestled with myself... Then I turned my anger and frustration towards God and decided to take Him on. I bet you can guess what happened next? Smackdown...

Inner turmoil...

Preach

I've been asked to have a bible study prepared for tomorrow night's youth... I've been beating myself up trying to think of something to talk to those kids about; nothing. I usually ask my wife what she thinks, but she's sound asleep. While I was beating my brains, two people came to mind; both come from seperate groups within the small entity... Weird much? Yeah, it is.

Whenever I'm asked to talk in front of these kids there are always a few of them that pop in my head. I went to reach out to these individuals, but can't. There are sometimes various reasons why I can't and will not explain why, just for the sake of not explaining why.

I want to help these kids out bad, but can't seem to find a way in... I guess that's been my struggle for these past months. I rack my brains over and over each wednesday night and end up with the same outcome.

I know I'll go to sleep as soon as a turn this darn laptop off. I just need to sleep on it. I'll come up with something. If I don't, He does.

That's what's going on in my mind grapes currently; Read it, love it, hate it. You choose.

-ism

In all seriousness...

I don't know. There is nothing serious that I need to say on this blog. I just figured that it'd be cool to say something. I guess that would be writing this blog for the sake of writing. Thus, making me a WANNABE...

This weekend went considerably well. I didn't have to work on saturday and I really just hung (and did yard work with Omar) out until I had to get to 3:00 o'clock practice at the church; it's really good to be back. Really good to be back up there. I really feel like I need to be up there; what I was called to do, you know? I guess someone of you do know, but there aren't very many people who read this. In fact, probably just one person; my wife. I love her.. :)

I don't really think anything big is going on this week except for a Leeland concert in Chino.

I guess that's all I really need to say.

Math is a really great thing...

Not! Math is really annoying.

9:48 p.m.

Laying in bed; sound of the fan, me typing, sound asleep wife, and Wayne's World. Nothing better then laying in bed after a good Sunday.

I got the AAA job as a sales clerk. I'm still shocked. I can believeable... I haven't got past the fact that I got the freakin' job. I guess I'll only really be able to take it all in the first full week I get in. I started, officially, this past friday. I get my feet wet on Tuesday and will only really get in a full week, a week from tomorrow. Get it? I don't.

This weekend has been pretty good. Not a lot happened; got back to Wal-Mart to return some button-up shirts and pants that didn't really fit all that well.

Adventurous? No. Exciting? Absolutely!

10:15

I start work at AAA tomorrow. Don't know what to expect, I'm sure it'll be a lot of showing me around, meeting new people. I know that the first part of the morning will be me filling paperwork out. Then the second part I'll finish off at Tustin. I'll truly understand what rush hour is... I don't look forward to that.